Loser

I have come to a weird conclusion the last couple of (depressing) days. I am not a total loser. And I will explain.

I can lose chances, friends, boyfriends, family members, but I can never lose weight. The loss is in my life with so many different faces but not with the one that I would prefer to. There are several conclusions coming after the first conclusion (bad habit of the conclusions: they always invite conclusion friends without asking). The options are two. Either I am trying to stop the losses at the point that I control (weight), or I am stupid enough to allocate the resources at the wrong projects, and then, I end up losing where I don't want to. 

I know the above mentioned might sound confusing, but I did not promise you a straight line of normal thoughts. Let's laugh now. With me, losing every time. Every time? Hahahahahahahaha