Summer is here

There is something magic about time. It runs in circles. And if you recall, I hate circles. So, summer is here again, I am planning my vacation again, I am mostly nervous about what is going to happen, and I cannot admit I am confident enough to stare at the future. Especially when the future is ... the past. Because my life circle now lasts two years, three maximum. So every two or three years I experience the same sadness. And every summer, I will have the same thoughts and the same troubles. And every August, at the end of the month, I will find happiness and I will think positive. And then, it will start over.

Do you know why as we grow older time passes by more quickly? Imagine being four years old. When a year passes by, it is the 1/4 of your life. But when you are forty, a year is 1/40 of your life. So much smaller a number. Time is relevant. And the choices you make are relevant as well.
When you are young, you think you have all the time in your hands, you can do anything you like, you have the time to correct your potential mistakes. When you are young, you share the belief that everyone will love you like your parents, and won't have the will to mistreat you or make you sad. Well, dare to dream young child! Life is hard.

Summer is here then (not here in Sweden in particular). But I can say that by what is happening in my mind and in my life. Yes, it is definitely summer. Troubles come with summer...
I was born in summer... That says it all!! :)